Ho Ho Hopefully - The Maine

I want someone to sing this to me. Please. And mean it. :'(

December 1st
I'm in a foreign state, I'm running late
I'm all alone, wishing I was home with you baby
She's got her way of making things okay when she's not around
When she's not around I'm going crazy
We like to talk about the plans we make
And things we say
When we're together I hope for better weather this year
But you my dear need to know
This year I want you alone

Ho ho hopefully
This holiday will make us believe that
We're exactly where we're supposed to be
And we're ho ho hoping that we all come back
And as a matter of fact I know we're exactly where we're supposed to be
Together by this Christmas tree

(Justin from Brighten):
We go together like the winter and a sweater
And she makes me feel,
She makes me feel alive inside
And when I look into her eyes
I see the blue and green like Christmas lights
Like Christmas lights, oh what a sight.

(Alex from Brighten):
She says I've got a way of making everything okay
She's not alone, she's not alone and never will be
Ho ho hopefully
This year I have you alone

Ho ho hopefully
This holiday will make us believe that
We're exactly where we're supposed to be
And we're ho ho hoping that we all come back
And as a matter of fact I know we're exactly where we're supposed to be
Together by this Christmas tree

Ooh
Ooh
Don't you go this year, I want you alone.

(Justin from Brighten):
Baby I want you alone!

Ho ho hopefully
This holiday will make us believe that
We're exactly where we're supposed to be
Exactly where we're supposed to be
And we're ho ho hoping that we all come back
And as a matter of fact I know I'm exactly where I need to be
With you by this Christmas tree
Ooh
Together just you and me
Together by the Christmas tree

No more US, No more WE. It's just You and ME now.

I'm sick of all the lies. Seriously. Why can't I have a decent relationship?

I leave you,I left him for you,You begged me to and then you left me for her. What the hell? I really don't get this game your playing. I'm so done doing this. I'm tired of your lies. Lies after lies after lies. I feel like I'm this bitter girl because of you. I don't hate THOSE girls,I just can't admit that I HATE YOU.

We say we want time to think this through. Well I'm done thinking and I'm pretty sure you are too. I can't keep putting everything and everyone else on hold and hope that WE might have a future. You keep lying to my face! You keep saying you will change but YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE. NEVER. And you tell me this lame ass excuse that you don't want to change cuz you don't want me to see the real you? OMG. How can I not see that I've been played!

I'M DONE BEING YOUR DUMBASS. I'M DONE WITH THIS GAME. AFTER ALL THIS, YOU AND ME CAN NEVER BE "WE" NOW. 


I DON'T ENJOY HATING THESE GIRLS. I HATE THEM CUZ YOU CHOOSE TO GIVE THEM PART OF YOU. THE PART THAT I THOUGHT WAS SAVED FOR WHAT WAS LEFT OF US. I HATE THEM CUZ YOU CHOOSE TO UNDERSTAND THEM AND CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND ME. I HATE YOU CUZ YOU CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP YOUR PROMISES. I HATE YOU CUZ YOU THINK YOU CAN WALK ALL OVER ME AND I'D BE OK WITH IT. 


WELL ASSHOLE, I'M NOT OK WITH IT.


Call me stupid but even through all this, I still want to save this stupid thing we have. I don't know why. Maybe I can never get over you. And maybe I will but till then, I just wished you would change. I'm tired of feeling this. 


I hate being loyal. 

I wont say anything.

ANGRY!

Humor

 

Hahahahahaha!! Stupid cat!

how could they eat big bird???

Would you say that this is true? I do. Hahaha

Emotions emotions snoitome..lol

So yea, I didn't go to school. Here I am starting a new post because I can.


Last night I was taken aback by a very surprising remark made by one of my junior's friend in SFC. Of course names shall be changed due to privacy and do note that I'm not very subtle.

Fannie ( my junior ) posted great pics of her in her Facebook profile. So being me with all the free time in my hands, I checked it out. You know, out of curiosity. She is really pretty but I was thinking "You know,this girl would look much better taking pictures from the front..Hmm"
Thinking that it was OK, I posted that thought onto her album and all she replied was ":)"
So,I'm like thinking.."Dude,so much for a response but whatever"..

Next scenario ( Me checking the pictures INSIDE the album )
I then checked out her pics..And i came across one which looked like she had a tattoo..I like tattoos and I love knowing the story behind it or where did he/she get it and how much etc etc..So I then asked very nicely if that was a tattoo I spotted. Little did I know that it would become an issue.

NOW FOR THE BIG PICTURE
I checked out her picture again cuz in case you don't know Facebook, they tell you when people comment the pictures you have already commented and/or liked. There it was.. Lo and behold. CCmett lashing out in a foreign language. No,I'm just kidding. Bullshit is a language we've all mastered if we've come across weird psychos and immature brats like them. The DIFFERENCE is we just understand it SOMETIMES but THEY SPEAK IT ALWAYS. ;)
So back to CCmett. He/She was lashing out about how "someone" was accusing his/her friend of having a tattoo..Well HELLO? If it wasn't true why the hell are you so defensive about it? And secondly, I LIKE PEOPLE WITH TATTOOS.

I hoped my response to their stupid psycho babble would put an end to the lame ass drama. I really wished the earth would open up and swallow them whole. Then again that would give mother earth gas and she'd puke lava.

Like I said one too many times, I'm a great friend but a reaaal bad enemy. I'm vengeful and bitter if you hit me at the right spots.

What have we learned from Moana's blog today?
She's just a girl with A LOT of emotions. =)

Till next time,Ciao.

My collage of desperation.

I want someone to kiss my nose.. :'(

I want to giggle when we're taking pictures...

I want someone who I can be naughty with..

(Please do not take the picture literally.)

To have heated arguments...

Then kiss and make up...

I just want to be loved....

PLEASE?

Random psycho babble.

I hate being jealous.

How to avoid this? Easy. Don't start liking anyone so much that whoever shows interest in them will end up on your hating list.

It sucks to admit but i get jealous so easily. It's like all i need is a little nudge and POOF. I become this hideous green thing with the cutest face ever. Ok scratch that..I don't look cute when I'm jealous.
So future lovers,take note. Don't make me jealous cuz "You're so cute when you're jealous" shit-line wont work on me. Seriously.

I've been wondering to myself lately, is it okay when someone you like and/or used to like dates your friend/family? If it is then we all ought to start doing it. It seems to be the latest trend. I guess it's ok if it happens to other people. Just not when it happens to me. At least have SOME decency and/or courtesy to come up to me, tell me. Instead of finding out myself? Sisters before misters/bros before hoes!

This is what I think of doing to people who dates my hand me downs. 

(Please note that this is just my personal opinion. If you think otherwise,I just don't care. If you're doing it,GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. *sarcastic smile*)

That's it for tonight's random topics. Till next time. 

XOXO